ooohhh wow !! believe it or not, but i could name a few, but i wont give names !! but there have been sooo many times, but good as well
my father made a big impact on my life, n changed my outlook on men completely. he was locked up for many years for what he done.. but it still plays on my mind all the time. but i am a stronger person for it !
now for the big one... X BOYFRIENDS !!!! wen ur together they r soo nice n sweet...while they get what they wont from u ! but wen u break up everything changes !! after my 2 yr relationship, i would recieved phone calls, n texts of all the times of day n nite !! abusive, and thretning !!! it really hurt, because i was sooo deeply in love with him, n in some ways i think i still am, but thats in the past now, i was 16 wen we split up, and im nearly 19 !! so its just a memorey. ill never regret being with him, because he once made me smile.
friends - i made friends with people n they started getting into drugs, n was pressured, they wod ring me in the middle of the night so i wod pick them up n drive them to get drugs, even tho i didnt have a license !!! i got bullied n pushed out for it !! but i stood my ground, n i am sooo proad of myself for doing that, because i cod be dead now...like some of them are :'( i wish things could of been different :'( R.I.P.
wow well this has depressed my friday night.
NITE ALL XX
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