This is quite an easy one if i do say so myself !
mm well my i dont want to go into much detail ! its not relli bringing a smile to my face haha
so here it goes !!
1. Legs
2. Face
3. Body
mmmm ok, im not sure what else i can think of !! but im sure ill get bak to u if i think of anything :D
Sunday 29 August 2010
Tuesday 24 August 2010
some ramblings
Ok well, ive just had 4 days off work, and got up to some antics, and i thought u might like to hear them !
so here we go :D
Friday - well in the morning, i went to see my friend farrell, who works in a beauticians, and had my eye brows waxed and a fake tan done !, then i took my little 5 yr old cousin shopping ! n bought her some clothes, n let her go on a merry go round lol, i also bought some clothes, new bag and so on ! then at night time i went to the pub to meet chris, who i mentioned earlier in my blog, who threw capri sun over me ! i guess u could say i have a LARGE soft spot for him, so the plan was 1. pub 2. cinema, 3. curry 4. bak to the pub. But as u do, we got talking and bout 4/5 jugs later and 4 hours later, we were extremely pissed, so stumled to another pub, where we had another few drinks, then decided to go clubbing !
we had such a laugh, and ended up bumping into soo many friends on the dance floor. at about 3am we decided we wer wayyy to drunk n needed to go home, so we went to subway, n got a cab home !
wen we got back to chris's house we then ate our subway, watched inbetweeners n went to sleep :D amazing night :D
Saturday - i got picked up by Shellie, a girl i work with and we went shopping n had a nice pu lunch, n then drove to windsor, London n then checked into our hotel. It was the staff night out !! we met up with a few others from work after we unpacked our staff at a bar called HaHa's n wer a bit tipsy by 7, so bak to the hotel to get all dressed up ! by 9:30 over 20 staff members where in HaHa's. By 11, everyone was smashed so we moved on to a club called Mantra, and wow what a night we had. Bumpin and grinding, buying rounds, i was sooo drunk lol !! but it was nice to see my boss's in a complietly different light ! by 4am i left the club on my own n got lost, and bumped into a group of police man, and he was FITTTT so i tried chatting him up, but he only told me how to get back to my hotel !! everyone came back to our room with kebabs n chips !! such a gd nite !
WELL WHAT A WEEKEND :D
so here we go :D
Friday - well in the morning, i went to see my friend farrell, who works in a beauticians, and had my eye brows waxed and a fake tan done !, then i took my little 5 yr old cousin shopping ! n bought her some clothes, n let her go on a merry go round lol, i also bought some clothes, new bag and so on ! then at night time i went to the pub to meet chris, who i mentioned earlier in my blog, who threw capri sun over me ! i guess u could say i have a LARGE soft spot for him, so the plan was 1. pub 2. cinema, 3. curry 4. bak to the pub. But as u do, we got talking and bout 4/5 jugs later and 4 hours later, we were extremely pissed, so stumled to another pub, where we had another few drinks, then decided to go clubbing !
we had such a laugh, and ended up bumping into soo many friends on the dance floor. at about 3am we decided we wer wayyy to drunk n needed to go home, so we went to subway, n got a cab home !
wen we got back to chris's house we then ate our subway, watched inbetweeners n went to sleep :D amazing night :D
Saturday - i got picked up by Shellie, a girl i work with and we went shopping n had a nice pu lunch, n then drove to windsor, London n then checked into our hotel. It was the staff night out !! we met up with a few others from work after we unpacked our staff at a bar called HaHa's n wer a bit tipsy by 7, so bak to the hotel to get all dressed up ! by 9:30 over 20 staff members where in HaHa's. By 11, everyone was smashed so we moved on to a club called Mantra, and wow what a night we had. Bumpin and grinding, buying rounds, i was sooo drunk lol !! but it was nice to see my boss's in a complietly different light ! by 4am i left the club on my own n got lost, and bumped into a group of police man, and he was FITTTT so i tried chatting him up, but he only told me how to get back to my hotel !! everyone came back to our room with kebabs n chips !! such a gd nite !
WELL WHAT A WEEKEND :D
Day 11 - Something you get complimented on the most
Ohh i like this question ! its nice and happy and will make my ego a little bit bigger lol
Ok well...
1. My Eyes - I have very blue eyes, and inside them they have the pattern of a flower, around my pupil. They change colour to my mood. If im really happy, they go a really bright blue, almost a glass colour, and they sparkle, n wen im sad or have been crying, they go a really dark blue. I believe my eyes are my best feature aswell !! no1 ever believes me that im not wearing contacts. It makes me giggle, people ask me to proove it. Im constantly told how beautiful my eyes are :D it makes me smile
2. My Boobs - Now i do have large boobs, im a size E, and people always comment on how big they are. N i must admit, i do attract attention to myself, if i go out ill wear low cut tops n it attracts attention. i guess i kinda like it, cause im not a very attractive girl so its nie people stare at my boobs n not my face or body !
Ok well...
1. My Eyes - I have very blue eyes, and inside them they have the pattern of a flower, around my pupil. They change colour to my mood. If im really happy, they go a really bright blue, almost a glass colour, and they sparkle, n wen im sad or have been crying, they go a really dark blue. I believe my eyes are my best feature aswell !! no1 ever believes me that im not wearing contacts. It makes me giggle, people ask me to proove it. Im constantly told how beautiful my eyes are :D it makes me smile
2. My Boobs - Now i do have large boobs, im a size E, and people always comment on how big they are. N i must admit, i do attract attention to myself, if i go out ill wear low cut tops n it attracts attention. i guess i kinda like it, cause im not a very attractive girl so its nie people stare at my boobs n not my face or body !
Thursday 19 August 2010
Day 10- Someone you need to let go off, or wish u didnt know?
mmm well this is easy and hard at the same time !! WOW these questions are getting very deep and personal !! ur guna know all my business by the end of this :(
oh well. mm well i better get started
My Father - I wish i never knew him, but at the same time i cant let go of him.
I havent seen him for over 10 years. N i hate him, and i know hate is a strong word, but it is the truth ! i PROMISE ! but i cant let go of him in my mind.
I felt like he has taken so much away from me, but i am curious to the man he is. I know one day i will finally have him out of by system, but till then i will battle on !
My First Love- Now i totally agree with the saying "never regret anything that made u smile at the time" n he madef me smile 24/7 for 2 yeard. I felt loved, secure, safe. n they were the best 2 years of my life. I truely believed he was the one, n i codnt b with anyone else. He made me complete, n was truely amazing. But in a split second. My hole world came crumbling down. I litrally felt my heart braking in half...slowely. I was crushed. i didnt get out of my bed for 2 weeks, i didnt eat, sleep, talk, i just cried. & if it wasnt for my 2 best friends who came to my house, chucked me in the shower n made me go out, i dont know where i would b. My heart still bleeds for him, and its been 2 and a half years ago he split up wit me. i hear his voice, i smell him everywhere, songs remind me of him, certain words, places ! its like he is everywhere. and i truely believe i will never love anyone like i love him.
He was my first love, and ill never forget him. But i wish it never happened, but heart ache is truely the most hurtful pain you could ever feel. and i hate to think its guna happen to me again, and thats y im scared to b with anyone else. I wish i never felt the pain i felt. i was physically sick. i just wish i could get him out of my head, so i can move on with my life.
mmm well i hope u enjoy reading my blah bla blah ! but you know what. writing that has made me feel a lot better. i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders
gdnite everyone xx ill sleep better tonight xx
oh well. mm well i better get started
My Father - I wish i never knew him, but at the same time i cant let go of him.
I havent seen him for over 10 years. N i hate him, and i know hate is a strong word, but it is the truth ! i PROMISE ! but i cant let go of him in my mind.
I felt like he has taken so much away from me, but i am curious to the man he is. I know one day i will finally have him out of by system, but till then i will battle on !
My First Love- Now i totally agree with the saying "never regret anything that made u smile at the time" n he madef me smile 24/7 for 2 yeard. I felt loved, secure, safe. n they were the best 2 years of my life. I truely believed he was the one, n i codnt b with anyone else. He made me complete, n was truely amazing. But in a split second. My hole world came crumbling down. I litrally felt my heart braking in half...slowely. I was crushed. i didnt get out of my bed for 2 weeks, i didnt eat, sleep, talk, i just cried. & if it wasnt for my 2 best friends who came to my house, chucked me in the shower n made me go out, i dont know where i would b. My heart still bleeds for him, and its been 2 and a half years ago he split up wit me. i hear his voice, i smell him everywhere, songs remind me of him, certain words, places ! its like he is everywhere. and i truely believe i will never love anyone like i love him.
He was my first love, and ill never forget him. But i wish it never happened, but heart ache is truely the most hurtful pain you could ever feel. and i hate to think its guna happen to me again, and thats y im scared to b with anyone else. I wish i never felt the pain i felt. i was physically sick. i just wish i could get him out of my head, so i can move on with my life.
mmm well i hope u enjoy reading my blah bla blah ! but you know what. writing that has made me feel a lot better. i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders
gdnite everyone xx ill sleep better tonight xx
Friday 13 August 2010
Day 9 - Someone you didnt want to let go of, or just drifted away from ?
This is a big question, because i dont believe there is anyone who cant answer this. We all drift away from people, or move on in our lives.
Ive lost a lot of friends, family n boyfriends that i wish were still in my life. i constantly wish things could be different. but you have to think positive, and look in the future. cause if u keep dwelling in the past, ull never move foward
xx
Ive lost a lot of friends, family n boyfriends that i wish were still in my life. i constantly wish things could be different. but you have to think positive, and look in the future. cause if u keep dwelling in the past, ull never move foward
xx
Day 8 - Someone who has made your life hell or treated you badly ?
ooohhh wow !! believe it or not, but i could name a few, but i wont give names !! but there have been sooo many times, but good as well
my father made a big impact on my life, n changed my outlook on men completely. he was locked up for many years for what he done.. but it still plays on my mind all the time. but i am a stronger person for it !
now for the big one... X BOYFRIENDS !!!! wen ur together they r soo nice n sweet...while they get what they wont from u ! but wen u break up everything changes !! after my 2 yr relationship, i would recieved phone calls, n texts of all the times of day n nite !! abusive, and thretning !!! it really hurt, because i was sooo deeply in love with him, n in some ways i think i still am, but thats in the past now, i was 16 wen we split up, and im nearly 19 !! so its just a memorey. ill never regret being with him, because he once made me smile.
friends - i made friends with people n they started getting into drugs, n was pressured, they wod ring me in the middle of the night so i wod pick them up n drive them to get drugs, even tho i didnt have a license !!! i got bullied n pushed out for it !! but i stood my ground, n i am sooo proad of myself for doing that, because i cod be dead now...like some of them are :'( i wish things could of been different :'( R.I.P.
wow well this has depressed my friday night.
NITE ALL XX
my father made a big impact on my life, n changed my outlook on men completely. he was locked up for many years for what he done.. but it still plays on my mind all the time. but i am a stronger person for it !
now for the big one... X BOYFRIENDS !!!! wen ur together they r soo nice n sweet...while they get what they wont from u ! but wen u break up everything changes !! after my 2 yr relationship, i would recieved phone calls, n texts of all the times of day n nite !! abusive, and thretning !!! it really hurt, because i was sooo deeply in love with him, n in some ways i think i still am, but thats in the past now, i was 16 wen we split up, and im nearly 19 !! so its just a memorey. ill never regret being with him, because he once made me smile.
friends - i made friends with people n they started getting into drugs, n was pressured, they wod ring me in the middle of the night so i wod pick them up n drive them to get drugs, even tho i didnt have a license !!! i got bullied n pushed out for it !! but i stood my ground, n i am sooo proad of myself for doing that, because i cod be dead now...like some of them are :'( i wish things could of been different :'( R.I.P.
wow well this has depressed my friday night.
NITE ALL XX
Tuesday 10 August 2010
Day 7 - Someone who has made an impact on your life ?
wow ! i really like this question ! its soo positive. but there have been soo many people who have touched me in some way ! well here we go !!
My family : My mum, my nan & grandad in england, my nan and grandad in USA, uncle kevin, auntie donna, uncle tony, auntie jackie, gabriella - I wouldnt b the person i am today if it wasnt for them !! they have taught me all of lifes lessons ! and i could never thank them enough for what they have done !! i love u all soo much !!
Th scissor sisters : Dannie lloyd, Becca Gailey, Katie Davies !! these girls have made my life in england worth living ! they are always there for me wen i need them ! there amazing ! i love u soo much
My Australia Besties !! Hazel Saranah, Tarah Trompp !! u girls are the best friends i could ever ask for ! i had such a hard time moving to aus ! but u 2 changed my life ! i could never get any better friends ! i love u soo much, i dont know what i would do without u !
& the influences ! Lee Bundy, Nathan Bramble, Bradley Field, Phil Prince, Alex bowers, Patcho, Phil Smith Jono Grigo ! these boys have touched my life in some way, showing me new things, taken me new places n generally made me smile, and for that...i thank you
im soo sorry if i have forgotton u !! but u still mean the world to me !!
xxx
My family : My mum, my nan & grandad in england, my nan and grandad in USA, uncle kevin, auntie donna, uncle tony, auntie jackie, gabriella - I wouldnt b the person i am today if it wasnt for them !! they have taught me all of lifes lessons ! and i could never thank them enough for what they have done !! i love u all soo much !!
Th scissor sisters : Dannie lloyd, Becca Gailey, Katie Davies !! these girls have made my life in england worth living ! they are always there for me wen i need them ! there amazing ! i love u soo much
My Australia Besties !! Hazel Saranah, Tarah Trompp !! u girls are the best friends i could ever ask for ! i had such a hard time moving to aus ! but u 2 changed my life ! i could never get any better friends ! i love u soo much, i dont know what i would do without u !
& the influences ! Lee Bundy, Nathan Bramble, Bradley Field, Phil Prince, Alex bowers, Patcho, Phil Smith Jono Grigo ! these boys have touched my life in some way, showing me new things, taken me new places n generally made me smile, and for that...i thank you
im soo sorry if i have forgotton u !! but u still mean the world to me !!
xxx
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